When I Lost You

My tears run dry but my heart still weeps.

I am exhausted but I cannot sleep. 

I can’t taste food, still my hunger grew.

I am alive, though I died when I lost you.

I find few answers when I try to read.  

I have bound up the wounds, they continue to bleed.

I pray for peace but I feel consumed.

I am alive, though I died when I lost you.

I search for memories, so faded now.

I keep on breathing, though I’m not sure how.

I long to be with you, but won't leave your brother too.

I am alive, though I died when I lost you. 

I see my reflection but don't recognize a thing.

I can feel her heart song but will never hear her sing.

I want to kiss rosy cheeks but mourn the lips turned blue. 

I am alive, though I died when I lost you.

I have a lamp for my feet but I cannot find the way. 

I think I know He loves me but still I feel betrayed.

I struggle to believe, but will cling to Hope, it’s true

I am alive, though I died when I lost you..